Sian
if u didnt already noe, im leaving the country to uk on the 19 sept, to enjoy a colder and dirtier country.
am i looking forward to it?
yes n no...
sometimes i really dunno la... sometimes i just cant wait to get out of this country, and this shit hole camp im in. to get out of this fuck life singapore has so nicely created for me. just leave everything behind, n look forward to a fresh life in a foreign country, where nobody noes me, and nobody noes who i am, and i can do wat ever i want, and somehow recreate wat i call a life. which i somehow noe will bring me back to square 1. damn.
at the same time, i dun wanna leave this country, though it sucks at times, dun wanna leave everything i have behind, my room, my stuff, my friends, my doggie (?)... the life i've gotten so used to, the food (!). uk, is not all that good too, it can be dirty, like rubbish everywhere kinda dirty, its cold, weather always sucks, damn ang mohs can be damn irritating, a bomb can go off anytime? there are racists, (is if sg doesnt have right), its more unsafe, FOOD SUCKS! everything is more expensive, and blah blah blah
so wat do i want? i really dunno? den again will i ever? i think the answer is never...
stereotypes.... i hate it. do i look rich? am i rich? NO, NO, NO.
so wat if i stay in a 3 storey house, does that mean im rich? no! it means my parents have spend their entire life savings on that god damn house, and their left with nothing, not much at least. so wat if im going to uk to study? does that mean im rich? no! it means i going to spend the rest of my parents life savings. which leaves them with nothing, or not much at least.
stupid fucking idiots...
keith at 1:40 AM
0 bullcrap Post a Comment
***